Wednesday, August 25, 2010
♥ I'm not telling... because I'm afraid.. :(
Not much in today's lessons.. freaking bored. i'm thinking too much during classes again... D: Can't help it.. yea, i knw i'm useless. Ugh, Can't sleep.. midnight soon.. Damm....
Nights
Iloveyou, :-D
You had never crossed my mind
I don't like you
I don't want you
because
You have never left my mind
I love you
I need you
Why can't I be myself when I'm around you?
Why am I so dumb to even think up a conversation?
Why am I always at a loss of words when I see you?
Why are you always able to make me feel alright with just that one smile?
Why is it that you can make me feel this way?
Why is it only you?
I could only find one answer...
L.o.v.e = Love
I'm afraid... everything might change if I confessed..
I'm afraid... I might lose my concentration..
I'm afraid... to lose this feeling..
I kept it all inside me... all this time..
I haven't really told you this... and I still have not..
in-person tell you...
(............)
'I know I'm not perfect, but I still wanna keep trying.. till the day I finally understand what 'courage' really meants..'
Sunday, August 15, 2010
♥ Spectating YOG - Badminton 15 August 2010
OK! First off, woke up super early!! can't really get myself to sleep yesterday leh.. spent 3hrs tossing around on the bed.. don't knw why leh.. maybe coz you also have yet to sleep ba. :X Hahas.. Was late in meeting buddy, hiap and alina. :X Paiseh paiseh! Hehe :P And so were you!! You RUSH stadium mrt station so fast de lo! Even faster than us. lolz.. Hmmm.. Got our tickets from ms heng.. and shing jian completely forgotten about this yog. lmao! We went in without him first.. The matches were errr.. most of it boring.. little exciting.. lolz.. went off at 12noon+.. i think? Thn lunch.. guailan-ed derrick. :P Sweehock, timothy, derrick, kavin, andy, kumar went bowling at kallang bowlin' centre. Tag along with yier, buddy, hiap, alina and shing jian after much thinking. :) lols. Played a game with buddy and hiap. I lost to buddy.. damm.. I swear those was warm ups!! omg.. played so badly :O Hahas.. but really, i had fun. :) Sure enough.. your cheering may have been softer compared when you cheered the others.. but i heard it:) Yier and alina had to go off first.. :( Leaving with me, buddy, hiap and shing jian.. goodbyes to sweehock and gang, and off we went!! Blasted my music all the way back home when reached amk station.. :) Phew.. Tired and slept at home!! And now, Awake!! omg.. how to i plan to sleep ltr at night? D: I don't be tossing around for hours again!! >.< Probably staring at the ceiling or photos.. lolz :) Ohya, tml.. I'm GONNA BE BACK IN ACTION!!! Weeeee!! I can't wait! Needa slim down also! :X Hahas *jokes*
Gotta find ways to sleep now!!
Goodnight!!
Hey.. iloveyou! :X
:-D
Saturday, August 7, 2010
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I can't seem to do anything right when my emotions are all messed up! :'(
Nothing more....
